still alive

2006-06-08T22:17:00.000+08:00

this june 2006 ( WORLD CUP!!!)
[ IM A ENGLAND SUPPORTER!]
im supposed to be studying
after all
it is my Os year
the major exam
that everyone has to take to get out
get out of secondary school
cos by sec four we all just want to escape

but no
im trying to
study
revise
whatever

its hard with my
extreme procrastination
lack of time management
non-existent self- discipine

i know my flaws
just too stubborn to change
a true sign of the Bull

anyway its the last day of
Intensive Revision Programme
such a nice name

actually i have never said this
but am i the forgetting my dear CCA?
well
band
was
my life?
secondary school in all about
all about that CCA
that co activity

maybe for that few years
but as much as conflicts happen
life still goes on

i cant live on music
unless im some famous singer

it was the experience i guess
nothing gives more memories than
than those performances
stuck in my head
whether on the surface
or at the back of my head

no regrets
cos i joined band
in a midst of adolescence
no maturity to speak of
joined in muddle-headedness

such nostalgia

;) memories live

2006-05-31T21:03:00.000+08:00

im so happy
just cant stop smiling
its the holidays for once
though it doesnt really feel like it
cos i have been going back to school
for the last 3 days

at least my MT O levels are over
if i go poly then i wont ever
ever have to take chinese again
but its my best subject

and the great news came today
my dear beloved chinese teacher
will be bringing us to
Cameron Highlands
not Genting
but Strawberry Park
with loads of strawberries
and, of all things, a tea plantation

i dont care
even if its only in nearby malaysia
or that the bus trip will take up to
TEN/10 hours

its simply the fact that i can be
out of the country
with anyone but my family
i adore my folks
but it will be more fun with my dear friends

and im allowed!!!!!!
thats the best part.

so if everything's settled
i will be going come
30 June 2006

;)

2006-05-25T22:00:00.000+08:00

im very enthusiastic about this
30 hour famine camp thing
its so worth it
though i have to pay
yes
i pay to starve myself
for a whole day and 6 hours
what for?
for a worthy cause
im not that free to deprive myself of food
to help HIV/AIDS kids
they are sick and hungry
we should be contented with our luxurious lives

anyway it will held at
saint andrew jc
my dream college
if i can ever get in

and the tee shirts loook great too
so why not
always a good way to spend your weekend
not eating

great way of dieting too

2006-05-23T22:08:00.000+08:00

thank you amy!!
u saved my lollipop blog
i loved that
kelly did that

too bad i suck at html

2006-05-23T19:12:00.000+08:00

Hey all.

Amy here.
Whao, Shi Ting. Your blog damn %@$!%$#%@#$ hard to manage okay.
Took me so long. :/
Your pictures are abit too big. Not very nice and all. Sorry about the different font sizes in blog entries. It has to do with your 'multi-sizetional' blog entries. Some fonts are pissed big and some small.
I'll try harder tmr.

Happy now, Ms summer?
Although i wouldn't say it's the best.

Wait for the layout to load,babies.
It's helluva wicked.

2006-05-21T13:44:00.000+08:00

2006-05-21T00:14:00.000+08:00

today is the day that i
officially salute the noble groupies
cos without them there wouldnt be sucessful music acts
unlike myself who dont really bother buying albums
or going to various autograph sessions
or queuing for concerts
or squealing over a celeb sighting

so at the Superband revival round
im still fortunate not to be deaf
the yelling is truly deafening
hate the whistles
so shrill
and my feet
hurt like hell
we stood for so long
who knew the recording will take so long
for just 5 bands
over an hour and a half
sure takes them very long
i saw Jeff Wang and Milk!!!!!!
yes
in real life
not reel life

the bands were great
especially the ones who play instruments
totally brought up the mood

and Lucify simply brought the house down
everyone was enjoying it
the atomsphere was so there
like a concert
love them and
their clothes and hair

groupies
1 take photos with whatever celeb they see
2 like to ask for autographs
3 make lotsa signs
4 yell and squeal
5 queue like crazy
6 have great feet power
7 have great lung power
8 have unlimited founds

i admire and salute the groupies

today is also the 20th anniversary
of Lutheran Child Care Centre
got celebration at this restaurant
i have graduated from there
10 years already
and still the teachers
remember me
omg they have fantastic memories
too bad i dont
cos i hardly remember any of my
kindergarten classmates
oh
the buffet food was simply delicous

2006-05-19T22:42:00.000+08:00

the last thing i ever wish to get
when i go cycling
is a blardy injury
a really bleeding injury
not very serious
but im not too sad
always nice to have another bruise to add to the collection
but it was nice
cycling that is
can feel the wind the breeze
long time since i went 10m near the beach
sure felt wonderful
return to nature
been breathing in too much carbon mononoxide
from all those vehicles

this week
take results
so far
fail 2 subjects
typical ones
a math & POA
too late to drop now
others so so la
scrape a pass that kind

and theres the mother tongue intensive
i fear for my distinction
i dont think that grade can sit stable on my cert
looking at the practice papers
so difficult
fuck
chinese is supposed to be one of my best subjects!!!
but no
im going to get a B4 and i wonder whose fault is it

intensive
really "intense"

2006-05-14T20:26:00.000+08:00

i watched Brokeback Mountain today
it was way boring
and i didnt even finish watching it
got so traumatized.
after i saw them have sex
omg
enough seeing a man and a woman
but 2 men???
seriously horrifying
it was dark and all
but the sounds..
this movie is rated M18 or R21.
and i know why
i think PG films are more for me.

feels like a saturday.
i asked my brother what day it is today
cos of the extra long weekend
i got my days all wrong.
tomorrow, no doubt about it, school.
and theres always the tuesday holiday
to look forward to

2006-05-14T00:47:00.000+08:00

im obsessed.
with kim ki bum and Super Junior.
been watching all these videos.
and they are all in korean
i dont understand any korean
oh the irony
just to see their faces
such joy
they have nice songs
and dance steps
although i dont know what the hell it is saying

and Goong (Palace) is nice.
makes me wonder what it will be like
being a princess.....

i can dream.

2006-05-12T00:26:00.000+08:00

my sudden revival of interest in The O.C
such good looking people
such scandalous plots
such controversial topics
such climaxing love stories
and such a nice place
the Orange County is like the richest place in USA
kinda like Beverly Hills
without the stars

and i absolutely adore Adam Brody aka Seth
geeks/nerds are the new hotties
bad boys like Ryan. ermm still hot
but comic-loving guys are becoming more attractive
and their goofiness and strange sense of humour and that
wicked wardrobe
seth won the heart of Summer.
she is drop-dead gorgeous
wish i was her
they are dating in real life
i wish i lived in the OC

2006-05-11T22:41:00.000+08:00

the above cake.
a chocolate sponge cake.
is made by
technically me josephine and janis
but i didnt do much
such an idiot in the kitchen
all i did was make a
huge mess
big clean up
i think i cleaned more than i baked.
well this little heart shaped cake is
my Mother's Day present to my dear mummy.
she is the best.
as no mummy equals to no me.

i havent tasted it yet
but it smelled real good.
chocolatey smell.
very nice
lurved the melted chocolate.

chocolate is healthy.
in small amounts
chocolate makes me happy.
it contains endorphins.

and today is D-Day
last day of the dreaded mid-year exams.
we have enough tests and exams as it is.

time to enjoy
momentarily
the Os can wait a couple more days

2006-05-11T22:19:00.000+08:00

i love fries.
no matter how much trans fats there are in a single fry
such a sinful pleasure.

and these are the photos
showing the mountain of fries.
which ended in literally nothing.

i like the gradual "disappearance"
kinda nice.
special.

that was on tuesday.
and i never laughed that much
for so long
it was hilarious.
been a long time since i was that amused.

friends give joy and happiness.

2006-05-10T20:43:00.000+08:00

well. it does not matter whats my font colour
cos it will change anyway.

im sure an idiot with html.
the computer speaks my language but i dont speak its
im talking nonsense. whatever

actually i have 2 papers tomorrow.
and im still online. its almost 9pm.
how nice
less than 12 hours to my exam.
11 hours to be exact.
i still have hope.
even a faint glimmer.

I love KIM KI BUM!! he is such a hottie.

2006-05-10T18:26:00.000+08:00

"and the reason is you."
i love hoobastank.
and their song, If I were you.
it is nice.

i wonder why we have so many subjects
now that i am ever going to differentiate my phone bills.
and graphs are useless.
ditto to to the number of atoms in bromine.

tomorrow is the very very last day of the mid year's
the only good thing about exams is that
we get to go home straight after the paper.
that is the only good thing.

the end is near.

i imply that for the end of the world as well
not that im being negative.
its just a fact.
i like facts.
even if it says that something bad is going to happen

i forgot to get these photos of fries.
its funny.
at macs yesterday.
my dear rich friend bought, like, 6 packets of fries.
and we pile in into one 'mountain'
and the mountain literally went from the original landform
to a plateau, to a flat land and to exinction.
haha.

i console myself. add. math can be easier than e math.
really
its more predictable. so much more then elementary math.

and Principles of Accounts is so boring.
its worse then history.
its like history without the vivid descriptions of war.
and how the winners won and how the loser lost.
Accounts is ...... debit.. credit.
my word of advice.
unless you want to die of boredom.
dont take accounts
speaking from experience here.
but.. it is kinda easy.

2006-05-08T15:37:00.000+08:00

2006-05-08T15:29:00.000+08:00

you know.
life could really really
be perfect
if
there werent any exams
no exams
no tests
no nothing to test ability of a human being intelligence
everyone could be equal
no one less intellectual
no one a genius
and the world could be a much better place
much better than what it is now

of course.
that never happened
or i wouldnt be so
so stressed up
by all the examinations
singapore is famous for stress levels
especially among students
many have commited suicide over results
which i believe is a total waste of newpaper space
why bother reporting this when
when the ozone layer is depleting
when animals are going extinct
when there are people dying of AIDS
haish

maths is easy
Maths IS easy
MATHS IS EASY

no its not.

neither is physics

accounts was fine

-really.

2006-05-06T11:26:00.000+08:00

the below photo. is my current obsession.
Kim Ki Bum.
too bad he's korean.
i can still hope though.
he's only 3 years older.
haha.
why cant my native land ever produce such good-looking guys?
and why cant we ever have such good drama that every is dying to watch?
of course.
there are other reasons why.
too many to mention.
what i would like to comment is that.
that "stupid" comment by that taiwan writer Lee Ao.
he say us singaporeans. stupid.
yeah. i was mad. infuriated.
then i realised.
perhaps. that it is true.

'singaporeans dont break rules. but they also dont stand out'

yeah. true
therefore we should do more 'rule-breaking' moves.
haha. nothing like that.

2006-05-06T11:24:00.000+08:00

2006-05-06T10:21:00.000+08:00

its election day.
no surprises who wins.
been 41 years since singapore's independence.
well.
not that i have any complaints. as long as we are safe sound.
yeah.
thats all that matters.
so whatever.
politics?
its just a Fact that we teenagers aint too interested.

2006-05-05T23:35:00.000+08:00

Summer-lovin'